輪舞曲

Recently addicted to this drama series, been long that never crazy to chase to its ending, it was long time ago that i ever drown to any drama. Actually got these DVDs quite sometime, thanks to MYFM and Wai Fun. ;p
Rondo - very strange romanized words, having very nice kanji though. Internal Affair likely, extended with much love elements inside. Twisting the character in the middle of it, unexpectedly. Illogical if u going for the details. But anyway, a fine drama with few climates on the way, especially admire Takenouchi Yutaka's (竹野内豊) acting, kinda close to Tony Leung Chiu Wai's level.
Then, I'm really immense myself into kinda loneliness feeling when the song play, really trully addictive, u'll know by clicking below:

I believe - Ayaka(絢香)
作詞: 絢香
作曲: 西尾芳彦

この胸の中に隠れてる 不安のうず
目の前にある 自分の進むべき
道はどれか

人に流されてた日々
そんな自分に「さよなら」

* I believe myself 信じることで
全てが始まる気がするの
I believe myself あたたかい光は
まちがっちゃいない 歩いて行こう
I believe

偽りの中でウソの微笑み浮かべて
生きる人を
幼き自分と重ねて見て
ため息つく

どんな色にも染まらない
「黒」になろうと誓った
* repeat
今 目に映る この広い空も
素直に生きる この気持ちも
* repeat...
myself
I believe myself

I believe
lyrics: ayaka / Music: Nishio Yoshihiko
Romaji by: cori

kono mune no naka ni kakureteru fuan no uzu
me no mae ni aru jibun no susumu beki
michi wa dore ka

hito ni nagasareteta hibi
sonna jibun ni "sayonara"

* I believe myself shinjiru koto de
subete ga hajimaru ki ga suru no
I believe myself atatakai hikari wa
machigacchainai aruite yukou
I believe

itsuwari no naka de uso no(e)mi ukabete
ikiru hito wo
osanaki jibun to kasanete mite
tameiki tsuku

donna iro ni mo somaranai
"kuro" ni narou to chikatta
* repeat
ima me ni utsuru kono hiroi sora mo
sunao ni ikiru kono kimochi mo
* repeat...
myself
I believe myself

Merry Christmas Wedding...

Just came back from hometown to celebrate my bro's Merry Wedding yesterday. Reaching home Friday night around 6.30pm after settling all the chores, being late actually. But thanks coz escaped from those preparation work, ;p. But this time around thanks mom finally realised then we're not necessary to be so dumb doing all by our own. Few maids and helpers reduce the burden especially save my sisters' hand for those detergent.
The fun time is able to meet up the siblings, we bros and sisters never being at once for sometime oredi, and those good relatives too. Especially feeling warm to talk with my 2nd aunt, we talked about how the effects of TV to the kids to how my life conducted, blah..blah.. Are u saying me too old oredi, yes and no, coz still young enof to talk rubbish and teasing... Basically no barrier for my talk-active charateristic, no restriction.
Kinda busy to fulfil my cameraman task, with camcorder in 1 hand, DSC in another. Felt content especially when anyone laughed amuse and talked on those took scene, all paid off. After all, I enjoyed my role.
I shall have to stay 1 more night to be with remaining family members at home, but felt tensed to attend to the damn summon, again... after all, i got through the real Christmas Day alone.
Anyway, Happy Happy New Year ahead! May all wishes come true!